p/s: guess what?

i smbg my boxing day spree today
lalalalala
got meself

1. GUESS jeans for CAD60 (original tag was CAD198)
2. GUESS checkers short sleeve front button suit like top
for CAD25 (from CAD 118)
3. GUESS corset like cami for CAD4 only (original CAD64)

~sounds like i'm a BIG whore of GUESS la plak no?~
but i missed out

1. GUESS handbag in champagne colour
they only have the design i like in white
2. black n pink TNA signature bag-->sold out
3. HP printer+scanner+copier dat priced CAD19.99 tu rupe2nyer salah.it's only if u buy laptop u can get dat price tuiiiiii if not it's for CAD59.99-balik beli kat Calgary la, jimat 8% tax n kesusahan mengangkut naik kapal terbang-

nvrmind...not my rezeki

then , i went to watch this



gerard butler irishness is so beladi meruntuhkan iman okayyyy
n jeffrey dean morgan with dat sweet smile dat twinkle in his dreamy, bedroom eyes?
*kipas kipas*
melted tahap cipan okayyyy
but hilary swank as heroine?
*puke*
ok ok it's so touching n sad
i was fighting not to let my tears run down my cheek
to lose DAT sumone like dat?
like hell, i'll die tooo or at least stop living
n wat he did?
so very the romantika!!!!
i wish my special sumone would go dat far to do sumthing like dat
minus da fact dat he is six feet under da ground la
well, mayb not but saye bley berangan kan?kan?kan?
now i want to read the book
i heard it's very good, better than the movie
anyone want to borrow it to me
*blink blink*

super duper madness

armed with two plastic card worth
of wateva money i had in BMO vaults
me n girlfrens hit da mall as early as 8 am

hence begin our boxing day adventure!

starting point:forever xx1
next stops:GUESS on yonge street
3 stories of HnM
eaton center
which is the largest mall in Toronto

we went into all the shops
bar the hollister and abercrombie n fitch
for the simplest reason
the queue outside the shop was so belardy long
like 3 kali pusing okay?
dat doesn't count line for changing rooms n cashier sumore
n ppl r like everywhere



but we did queue for La Senza
it's not dat long anyway
i was aiming for perfumes n maybe a new jacket
n tis white n pink Nike shoe i found in Montreal
but then again it's not dat cheap as being foretold
tipah tertipu bang!
n i can't find any jacket dat caught my fancy
n the shoes also available in Calgary
where i dun have to pay the extra 8% of tax

in the end boxing day yield me

1. basic white long sleeve t shirt from forever xx1

2. dark denim GUESS sleeveless front button long dress
worth of CAD20 (original price was CAD 118)

3. green army long shirt from Garage for CAD15

eh eh dats all i spend on boxing day?

note: GUESS sale like crazy i tell u...items on sale (already reduce like half the price) is further reduce by 60%, then my mastercard comes with SPC so i got another 10% discount sumore. items not on sale have 25% discount...doesn't dat make u go crazy?

for info on boxing day itself, click here

high school musical on ice

i went to see this!
with iza, fong yi, ching yeng, aini, kham, mu'min, azraf, pawa, zul n mus
too bad farhana couldn't join us



it was SUPERB!
wanted to see Disney's Princess On Ice
~swooonnnn~
but the ticket a wee bit expensive
so settled for this
plus iza dh golek2 atas lantai n hentak2 kaki
-like a kid denied of sweets in supermarket-
want to go see this
there's originally 12 of us
then 1 felt sick
then there where 11
one accused of not paying for lunch
one got left behind at subway station
wat adventure huh?

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
hohohoho

eid of sacrifice

as it has been all my life
eid of sacrifice has always been celebrated
more meriahly than eid of fasting
-eid of sacrifice is celebrated in remembrance
of Prophet Ibrahim who abide by Allah's order
to sacrifice his own son, Prophet Ismail-
maybe because of the annual sembelih
seriesly dats the most exciting part
while some cringe at the sight of the blood spurting out
n the animal fighting for its last breath
i just watch with impassive face n aweness of a innocent child
not dat i dun fell sorry for the cow
but i know it doesn't suffer much due to the way it's throat was slit
and this mindset of mine where meat is food
how can u get meat if u tak sembelih the cow kan?
it's like one of the purpose of why Allah created cow
on this muka bumi, isn't it?
i have always love tis day bcoz i can eat
all the meat cooked in everyway imaginable
*droooolsss*
sup tulang, daging bakar, daging goreng, kerabu perut with sambal cicah, sup gearbox with dat soft, jelly like bone marrow, peparu goreng berlada, roti cicah kari daging
*double droooooolsssssss*
i can't remember the last time i'm celebrating it at my grandparent's hse
IMU have tis way of putting my finals during dat time of festivities plus Selangor n Kl only take a day off as oppose of Kelantan and Terengganu
n tis year, apart from being half the world away
i'll be celebrating eid of sacrifice with a day tour to Quebec City
how i sorely wish i am in Kelantan now =(

~SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA~

last day of school n malaysian cuisine

insomniac episode last nite
had me barging into the exam hall 10 minutes late
derm slides already half way rolling
lucky me that they rerun it thrice n there's a hard copy of it
any-hu



rite after exiting exam hall earlier as usual
R-L:leeshi, jeremy, me, nisa



waiting for the bus
R-L:leeshi, me, hai, nisa, mai, iza, diba
photo by janet

so we decided to go check out tis malaysian restaurant sumwhere in calgary
i forgot the name of the restaurant alreadi hehe
any-hu
tis is wat we had



man, i had a CAD6 (RM2o) Air Batu Campur

too bad it's not a halal restaurant so have to eat fish



nasi lemak+fish+sayur msk lemak+vege popia

n babe, i have to say this is ur BEST pic of the year haha *larikkkkkkk*



then while waiting for the stupid bus to go home
we came upon this



tomorrow my 2 weeks winter break begin
so does my east canada trip
saye sgt excited okayyyyyy
gotta go packing n be ready

rock-a-bye baby

Course 2 Certifying exam is at 9 am tomorrow
now it's half past 3 in the morning
n my blardy stubborn eyes still won't close
equally if not more my hyperactive brain
refuses to shut down for the night
why oh why
does my very dear fren of insomnia
come visiting at these time of the year?
last night it got me
a very late supper of meehoon tom yam
n a fringe trim
tonight it seems to have me blogging
n a very late nite supper of rice n curry
*sighhhhhhhhhhh*

oh ppl, throw me all the sheeps on my facebook

n it won't help either

n sings me all the lullaby for i doubt it gonna

put me into temporary coma

Rock-a-bye, baby, thy cradle is green;

Father's a nobleman, mother's a queen;

And Betty's a lady, and wears a gold ring;

And Johnny's a drummer, and drums for the king.

age old battle

For all those men who say
Why buy a cow when you can get milk for FREE?
I say
It’s not worth buying an entire pig just to get a LITTLE sausage

first cut is the deepest

tis is why my future husband *whoever dat'll be*
should just shut up n smile
when my cooking a bit off



become so clumsy
*fergie's clumsy on da background*
of lately
esp in da kitchen
but i heart cooking
it's good for my domesticated soul

christmas comes early

the best small group ever
-dats my groupie-
plays SECRET SANTA
n here is wat i get from my santa
emily dearest!



pretty pretty wrap with velvety touchable deers



even prettier gift inside to keep me warm n stylish!
it matches my super gediks pinky winter boots!



i lykeeee so muchossss!
~jingle bell jingle bells~

deep deep down

Jangan dekat atau jangan datang kepadaku lagi
Aku semakin tersiksa karena tak memilikimu
Kucoba jalani hari dengan pengganti dirimu
Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia�

Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia

Aku terlalu cinta dia

enuf said~

get a room ppl~

friendster's bulletin board fall victims to personal post of da late
ppl ranting n venting their personal 'tak pueh ati' feeling all over da board
i have nothing against it, honestly
i know the gratification u get when u let all dat boiling emotion inside free
trust me, i know
hence the existence of tis crappy blog
but its better dat u go get urself a blog n rant all u want in it, on frequent basis
heck, on daily basis if u like it
it's ur blog n u can do wat ever u want wit it
well, dats wat i do anyway
no need to splash it on such public board n hope to bask in all cheap publicity
better yet, if u have an issue with sumone, y dun approach the person in da first place?
kan more matured tu dr duk post buletin bertanye ape slhku....
or telling wat u like n wat makes u menyampah
bla n bla n bla
mayb u think its just tis one time u need to vent
or ur not dat rajin to updet ur blog regularly
or nobody reads it anyway
who cares?
n guess wat?
it won't be the only time u feel da need to vent
there'll always stuffs to write 'bout
n u'll be addicted to it
n blog for the sake of having an outlet
n to express urself
not so dat ppl read it or comment on it
dats the bonus point if u get any
i rest my case

enchanting enchanted

i've been dreaming of true love kiss
lalalalalalala



if u were born in da 80's n u r a girl
u probably grow up with disney's fairytales as ur fav stories
it was n still is mine
n watching enchanted
simply enchanting
it's still magical after all
oh giselle, sweet naive giselle
if only its dat easy, i wish
n poor handsome *swooooooon* robert
so jaded n hardened
lucky dat u get ur happily ever after
i dun believe
well i still believe in it
da whole knight in shining armour n happily ever after craps
i just dun hope on it much
more like not anymore
uh, i'm jaded n hardened as well
will i ever get my happily ever after?
n when i do, will i be brave enuf?

it's here

finally!!!
it's white
n it's flaky
n it's cold
n it's everyday
winter is finally here

n the worst is yet to come
*gasp*

hot chocolate with whipped cream is heaven

why bother using the fridge to make ice cream when u can just leave it outside?
i'm sure it's gonna turn out good as well
har har har hardy

keep on fighting

part one is done
part two in two weeks
-keep it up girl!-
it's 23 hours quiet hour
.......shhhhh.......
life is exam
ahhh the wonder of student life
schweeet~

how i wish...

green grass and blue sky
warm breeze
scent of summery earth
i feel safe n content
just to be breathing n alive
stress free
.BLISS.

it's the small thing

sumbody really make my day today by the simplest comment
"she's strong.good"
i heart you,TONY
may i get you on my osce exam
you are so my fav simulated patient
*big grin*

worth thousands words

awful indeed~

worker bee

it's been a busy week
tis is why i hate long weekend
the rest of the week will be soooo packed
daily 830-530 classes
to top dat
i had ortho core
(go watch surgery...yeayyyyy)
back to back PE n rheum core today after class
bz bz bee
amazingly, i woke up at 7 sharp everyday
without alarm
-dalilah ke ni?-
but today i slept in, decided to skip class
n just go for my core sessions
n guess what?
da lecturer randomly pick me to answer question
during the lect in dat big, massive hall
full of my classmet
*gasp*
dushhhh
sah2 la minah oiii<--drama queen tul~
of course la i x bgn jawab
i wasn't even there
kantoiii big time~
hak hak hak

high on nothing

i poke sumbody today
like really poke sumone
like real person with real needle n really injecting sumthing inside the body
it feels freaking fabolous great
i'm high
omg~

callie o'malley in da house!

man i love surgery
(i watch wayyy too much grey's)
but ortho surgery surely not my cup of tea
why not, u ask?
apart from being physically challenged for da job
imagine skru-ing n hammering n gerudi-ing ppl
-all dat nerve biting n teeth grinding noises-
totally not me
nevertheless i went to watched 1 n a half of ortho surgery today
pretty interesting
n extremely exciting
read:first scrub, first time in OR yada yada u get the pic
the 1st patient have partial rotator cuff tear
so the surgeon just tear it completely and stitch it up
-sliding stitch is so coooool!-
the 2nd patient have a dislocation of shoulder
didn't get to watch the whole repair
but wat the doc try to do was basically try to get the humerus (dats ur arm bone) into the glenoid fossa (dats the cup where ur arm bone suppose to sits) and try to anchor it there so no more dislocation in da future
pretty neat i must say
i wish i can watch a hip replacement or ligament repair
dat would be bloody and messy and just down right awesome!

it's not about the sex

Meredith: And it's not about the sex. It's not... about the sex. It's about that moment afterward... when the world stops. It just feels so safe, so safe. I'm not ready to give that up. I'm not ready to give that up.

then, don't.give that up, YET

Bonne Fete Naqib!

woi pegi daftar pengundi woi
dh cukup umur dahhhhhhh
hahaha
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!
dear dear brother of mine



XOXO

sweet dreams~

GK Chesterton said
" Fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist. Children already knows that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed. "

trick or treat!

think of hot red tight leather tube mini dress
and knee high red hot leather boots
add devilish horns n tail
trade the serampang 3 mata with whiplash
kinky ideas n dirty thoughts
just some secret fantasy in the deepest recess of the brain of mine
dat almost come true?
*mischievous grin*

exam days woes

alreadi fall, hit by stairs la pulak ( dat's sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga) chronicles:
1. woke up late due to momentay loss of hearing of hp alarm *kelam kabut gelabi*
2. decided to walk from hostel to foothills in -1 degrees
-tak sempat dah nih kalu tunggu bus-
when in da middle of journey, the bus swifted by
*wtf?!*
3. arrive at school with hypoperfussed brain
fatigued muscle n growling stomach just in da nick of time
4. can't locate my seat!!!! *kalut2*
5.i can't answer da 1st 2 pages!!!!!
*mentally hyperventilenting*
relax dalilah, take a deep beath n lets start from behind
n work our way thru tis slowly n calmly <--self motivation mode
6. alahai sshnyer soklan2 ni
should i be planning for my elective here next summer
instead of in malaysia tanah air ku yg terchenta?
saye mau pulang!!!!!!!
huk huk huk huk huk huk huk
but on da other hand
1.it snowed last nite
*my 1st snow!*
<*_*>
n its so beautiful tis morning!
*excited yg amat sgt!!!!!*
2. Jason n James give me a bar of choc for luck in exam
*schooo sweeettt*
never mind dat i got it after da exam
it made my day n help wit da not so good feeling post-exam
thanks guys!
3. tonite grey's is on CTV so i'm ok, i'm good
-there's nothing like a dose of grey's to make my day-
4. i still have peripatetic paper tomorrow, i still have a chance to make amends n mayb i can plan for elective in malaysia next summer
aminnnnnnnn
*go for it, gambate neh!*

our lil rituals

me n pu3 have tis lil ritual back in the days of IMU
it involves pretty make ups n nice outfits n gorgeous shoes
and we do it everytime it's exam time or da day the results is out
nope, it's not retail therapy
it is simply dressing up n beautify self session
for me it started da nite before
with long shower n deep cleansing n self manicure
-yeah yeah i know i should be cramming last mins-
after days of nothing but studying n ignoring else
it really help soothes n relaxes da body n mind
makes me better prepared for wat's coming
n in da morning extra effort on da make up n careful choosing of da outfit
why we like ur lil ritual?
it gives dat extra boost of confidence
i always believe dat when u feel good about urself
u just waltz thru ur day with ease
like pu3 said ni qoute
"if u want to do it, do it with style, even if u fail ur exam"
ekekekekekeke

to Class of 2010
all da best for Course 1 Certifying Exam!

i feel so dumb

tau tak kawan-kawan
graft versus host disease itu lain dr host versus graft
nota:saya tidak tahu hinggalah blood lab just now
-berguna jugak dtg blood lab ni-
graft versus host disease atau nicknamenyer GVHD
is when immune system from da donor attacks cells of da host
contohnyer in allogenic bone marrow transplant
manakala si host versus graft pulak
is when the immune cells of recipient attacks transplanted organ
tak tau la pulak saye kewujudan host versus graft tu
-selame ni mati2 igt GVHD je wujud-
n exam is like tis THURSDAY!!!!!
erk.....i am sooooooooooooooooo dead!
*panicky panicky*
i wonder if this makes sense
equation:the more i study+the more i found out i know nothing=the more i freak out
conclusion:so i better not study?
p/s:aku mau lulus so dat i can go back tis summer
AMINNNNNNNN

baking goddesses

rushed home from my extended core sesssions
to almost crying iza at the doorstep
tonite is baking nite!!
tonite also da nite they'll announce whether raya is tomorrow or da day after
so iza want to do bahulu
which turn out to be baffins (bahulu + mufin)
n tart nenas gulung
so we start from scratch
buat jam nenas sndri
(after 2 nenas n numerous merajuk sessions sbb x pekat2)
akhirnyer berjaya la jugak buat jam
*clap clap*
due to da extended core n kepenatan mengacau jam
projek tart nenas gulung akan disambung later
regardless raye esok
owh, btw...
eid 1428H is on friday the 12th which is tommorow!
haha raye awal dr mesia~
pose 29 ari jer
lalalalalalala
there's sum confusion over dat matter act
u see, islamic info society of calgary announces eid is on friday
but fiqh society of north america said it's on saturday
after much contemplating i decide to sambut eid on friday
menarik kan? raye bley pilih2
hahahaha
okla, gonna hit da bed
tomorrow nk g semayang raye~

mishapen

sumone said once i'm a selfish bitch
the way i see it
i'm just putting myself first before other
the last few days tis need to be selfish resurfaced wit vengeance
easy irritability at da slightest , illogical reasons
i snap at a fren who ask "tak blk raye ker?"
whether tis person forgot
dat i'm now a-day-flight distance from home
or sengaja nk sakitkan ati
God only knows la
and i've been blatantly ignoring sumone
whose been nothing but wonderful
always there for me n melayan all my craps
i won't give excuses when it seems i can give thousands
so I'M SORRY
i'll catch up wit u again after all is well
n our ym prob straighten out

-dlm menjaga hati org lain, hati sendiri seringkali terbiar-

pipe cleaning

it was still dark when i left the warmth of my bed
dgn tabah mengorak langkah to school
in da cold n dark dawn of da day
but it all paid off
i watched endoscopic colonoscopy and gastroscopy today
a complete package
hahahaha
technology these days
it just amaze me

give thanks

it's a long weekend
n it's a relatively quiet weekend
it's thanksgiving weekend
yesssss!!!!!
monday cuti
i luv canada
my rumet was out of da pic for da whole weekend
so i can conquer da whole apartment n esp da kitchen
*evil laugh*
suddenly i realise dat cooking is very very therapeutic for me
domesticated me~
yesterday i made popia n kerepok lekor
n it's menjadi
yum yum yum
today i made tauhu sumbat



it taste as delicious as it looks
n da karipap is still in da making stage
thinking of doing nasi ayam tomorrow
n puding caramel
really rindu nasi ayam my mum style
i love love cooking

love at first sniff

da other day
me teman iza to market mall
to get her guess bag
so, i was wondering around while waiting her to make up her mind
when i stumble upon tis green bottle of men's fragrance



me being always a sucker for perfume
(both for guys n meself)
take just a small sniff n dushhhhhh
terus jatuh tangga bergolek2 ehhhh
jatuh cinta bau pertama
totally head over heels over n over n over again
it's smell just ahhhhhh
*swooon*
i can't really tell but
it almost make me cum rite there n then
nway, iza agrees tooo
so, go n sniff for urself
mayb da right gift 4 ur guy
on da other note
my wishlist of perfume is getting longer
lets see
i always wanted tis



n i like tis bottle



hurm, da newest one from gwen not a disappoint oso



*rambang rambang*
seme pon bau heavenly giler
maybbbbb tis boxing day sales
hurmnnnnnn

a-dick-ted

Meredith mentioned sumthing about addiction last nite
and i qoute
" In the hospital, we see addiction everyday. It's shocking how many kind of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it's just drugs, booze or cigarette. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean we get addicted for a reason, right? Often, too often things that start out as just normal part of your life cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away "
" The thing about addiction is it never ends well. Because eventually whatever it is that was getting us high stops feeling good and starts to hurt. Still, they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom. But how do you know when you are there? Because no matter how badly the thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse "
oh how true
Deborah Chan says
n i qoute
" See, here’s the thing: anything can be addictive. And it’s not always easy to spot when something slips down that slippery slope from experiment to habit to addiction. Derek and Meredith thought they’d ended it. Cold turkey. White knuckle. Over. So over. Well, it wasn’t totally over. There was a bit of a hang-over. A little no-strings-attached sex. Just for old times sake. No harm, no foul. But the thing is, there is harm. Derek doesn’t like it. He wants to talk. He wants to sleep over. He wants lunch, with the woman he loved, or loves, or has some impossible to define love related interaction with. He’s settling for just the sex, cause that’s all she’s willing to indulge. But that’s only hurting him. It’s just enough of the drug to keep him hooked. Never enough to satisfy him, only enough to make him want more. And he knows. He knows he’s got a problem, but he can’t walk away "
poor Derek~
p/s:the rest of Deborah Chan's piece of mind is here

finger licking good

watched a marrow biopsy and aspiration today
*awesomeness to da max!*
patient is a dear old man who had multiple myeloma
the honours goes to Mona, med stud from Toronto
under Dr. Jenkins guidance
we did a good job obtaining a good sample
* clap clap clap*
bone marrow aspirate look a lot like blood but with fine granules
biopsy is when u took out a chunk of bone and marrow
da patient was sleeping like a baby
only to wake up briefly during aspiration
according to Dr. Jenkins
dat hurts more than biopsy
eventhough the biopsy was way too ganas
imagine poking around n korek2 tulang wit a very big needle
further info on da procedure here
*kanak2 medic bleyla start blaja yer*
enuf of adrenaline rush from medicine
i cook nasi lemak for bukak pose today!
so proud of myself
*pat on da back*
skip classes to balik masak nasi lemak
hehehehe
kes mengidam sangat la ni
slame ni tau teori jer, x pnah2 nk test
and for first timer, not bad at all
*msk bakul angkat sendiri miahahaha*



~gedang gendut tali kecapi~
~perut kenyang suka ati~
a dose of grey's n my day is complete

anxious me!

i went to bed pent up wit stress last nite
thinking or more like worrying about today's
com skill session n small grp session
mayb not so much on com skill
bcoz there's going to b fire drill and only 1 person can do history
so i went to com skill not preparing much to take history
only to find ut they cancelled the fire drill
*darn*
note:i hate doing history in imu and i dun like it any better here
anyway, life goes on
just get it on and done with
after da com skill, got few hrs of break
i soooo badly want to catch up wit nappy
*com skill start at 830am*
but got small grp sesson to prepare wit
i'm da great leader today!
*yippeeee?*
so much to read up n preparing plus i miss da lect on da topic
*tu la sape suh ponteng lect*
nway, i went into our small grp room full of semangat to lead
i have no idea where da excitement coming from but i do feel confident
skali our gorgeous *note dat gorgeous* preceptor
a general surgeon still in his scrubs takes over
not dat i mind
*wink wink*
just how gorgeous tis guy is?
u know da way they always portray da hero
in historical romance novels dat i sooo dig in?
da tall, handsome, dark hair lord
he's dat type
*cair cair*
now at i think of it da best resemblance i've ever seen is
tis enigmatic karl from love actually



*swoooonnnnnn*

good day, mate!

today start off on a really wrong foot
*very bengang mode*
i was about to go to sleep after sahur when da fire alarm trigger off
i know there's no fire watsoeva
*rentung pon rentung la*
but da alarm was so annoying i had to evacuate
only to be told to go to da dining center only to be told to go back to my room
wtf?
n tis is like twice in a week's time
wat's wrong wit u ppl?
i'm alreadi deprived of sleep
*there's med schools n textbooks n additional readings
n enjoying myself n exploring new stuffs, u get da idea*
i dun need additional sleeptime stealing added to my plate
so kill my mood to come for my morning class
so skip my morning class
only went to grp discussion just bcoz it is mandatory n my core session
well, da core session....
hiking up 4 flights of stairs n navigating wat seems like an endless hallways
of da hospital during ramadhan is soo not something i wanna do
n keeping up wit people whose blessed wit something i lack in da limbs department
so make me feels *wuwuwuwuwuwu*
da only highlite of da day would b
da presence of HOUSE MD once again on weekly basis on global
now i can kill off da guilt of not studying by saying i watch house
coz apparently dat counts as studying
*yeayyyyyyy*

not imposibble

by now u guys probably concluded dat i'm a kipas-susah-mati of grey's anatomy alreadi
never thought how much of diehard fan i am
until they put up sort of preview last week
n watching all the cast was so comforting n exciting
i nearly cum
haha
i know it sounds so pathetic but....
i really do miss grey's
but it's coming back tis thursday!
4 more days to go
x sabarnyerrrrr!!!!!
*jumping up n down*
*hysterically screaming*
read:dalilah sgt terujaaaaa
grey's so make my day
*high on grey's*
nway, tis clip is hilarious..
seriesly....
enjoy!

prelude

ello people!!!!
i'm back!!!!
so sori for letting this blog go so bersawang
so these upcoming updets are actually really back dated
-mind da dates, it's da day da event happened not the day i posted it-
backtracking my experience in da new land of calgary~
ta~

iTunes

omg!
omg!
OMG!
musics from grey's rocks da world of me
*hysterical screams*
the latest one didn't disappoint either
enjoy!
p/s:it comes with snippets of what's to come in season 4
season 4 is like next week only
can't hardly wait!!!!
*hysterical screams*

moshi moshi

i got my canada number
n a brand neu phone to go wit dat
~lalalalalala~
tada!




kawaiiiiii~
i lykee so muchy
well, i have to pay extra for it but x kesah la
suka hati
*big big grin*

goodbye for now~

so....yeah
the plane finally touch down
after almost a day of journey covering half of da globe
proud to say dat manage no to cry at d airport
well...ok, almost
grandma a bit reluctant to let go
*she was squeezing me, ok*
try not to look at my mum n dad or they start crying n i won't stop
*skali x jd pegi trus*
but parting wit my sis n bro a bit hard considering
a constant annoyance they are for da last 6 months
*missing everyone home so baddddddly*
well, accompanied wit two bodyguards, i'm good to go
klia to heathrow tooks 13 hours
of movies n grey's (again?) n good foods
n counting alcohol intake of da person next to me - he drinks a lot, seriesly -
oh yeah, every 15 mins buzzing da flight attendance for plain water
n cozing up n sleeping of course
hehe...first time flying long distance...so lots of jakun moments
*better kept to self*
it was raining when the plane touch down n it's 13 degrees outside
so lepak2 kat heathrow for like 5 hours
-roaming around n freezing the ass in da cold, gloomy weather of british isle-
before boarding air canada to calgary
9 hours later...
WELCOME to calgary, cowboy town of canada
yipeeee ya yeay!
it was 24 degrees but it was hotter than kl n everything was so laidback n all u can see is trees n lands n more trees n lands n mountains n mountains
ooo...calgary ni kampung jugak rupenyer
fine wit me...at least the view is superb
wat the heck...jetlag hits hard n fast
gotta get dat fix up n i'm ready to roll!

leaving on a jet plane

so da dates are sets
27th July 2007
will be leaving da land called home
am i sad?
am i excited?
rite now feeling so numb
reluctant to leave everything warm n familiar
but anxious too
for wats to come in da new land
can i leave behind wat i hold on so dear
n start over, fresh pages?
or will it still haunts n forever stay?
hurmmmn......
families coming tomorrow for goodbyes n safe journey
packing is pain-in-da-ass
glad dat it's finished
i'm ready to go
or am i?

on da loose

4 days of non stop shopping

heaven-ly-ness to da max

new jeans n jackets n clothes n more clothes

*yipeeeeee!*

haha...saya sangat suka

tp sgt so very penat

a strong hands of a handsome massseuers running all over my body

sounds like pure bliss

*imagination running wild!*

oh..i dyed my hair-->again!

my mum so gonna chop off my head

camner bley terkaler rambut pon ntahla

juz a spur of da moment kot

seb baik x rebonding n perm skali

hurmmmn..idea menarik tuh, next time mayb?

okla, got to start pack n prep

my days at home is very truly numbered nowadays

*ka-ching!*

jpa finally raise my monthly allowances

100%

i'll b receiving CAD 1300 every months

man, life is good!

~i'm rich

i'm rich~

~i'm rich~

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

sukernyerrrr hatiii!!!!!!

of sunshine n blooms

imagine getting a 2 weeks holiday for semester break

and about a months or so after each major exam
a six long months break seems so heavenly isn't it?

six sweet long months of nothing to do

no books, no exams, no tests, no classes, nothing

trust me, if u r in my shoes u know wat relief it is

yup, a six months break definitely heaven...or so i thought

u know u got too long of a holiday when

1. ur stationeries start mysteriously dissappearing one by one, nvr to b found again

2. u got da script of the movie/series u reruns on astro/laptop on da tip of ur tongue

3. skincare products n makeups supply exactly as it is for da last few months

4. u start talking to ur chicken n u think it understand n talks back

5. u wake up on monday and fells like it's sunday n u bored of everyday is sunday day

6. no other name but urs appear in da hall of fame of whateva games u play on pc, ps2 etc

7. u start missing da crappy life u had before

in my case-->imu sucking life n jpa's monthly allowance

8. da words of class, lecture, assignment, test, exam etc seems so foreign of an idea

9. ur blog full of nonsense posts like mine

10. become a powerful blank slate u have

ahh..the perils of long holidays

well, mine seems to be over

thank god?

rhythm of my heart

Sit down, give me your handI'm gonna tell you the futureI see you, living happilyWith somebody who really suits yaSomeone like meStand stillBreath inAre you listeningYou don't knowSomebody's achingKeeping it all inSomebody won't let goOf his heart but the truth isIt's painlessLetting your love showBreak down. Give me some timeI don't want the fear to confuse yaRight now, it's so wrongBut maybe it's all in the future withSomeone like youStand still. Breath inAre you listeningYou don't knowSomebody's aching. Keeping it all inSomebody won't let goOf his heart but the truth isIt's painlessLetting your love showMaybe truth, maybe liesMade me want youMaybe dumb, maybe wiseI don't knowSomebody's achingKeeping it all inSomebody won't let goOf his heart but the truth isIt's painlessLetting your love showYou don't knowSomebody's hurtingHolding it all inSomebody can't let goOf his heart but the truth isIt's painlessLetting your love showLove show Letting your love show

introducing....

guess who's da new baby in da haus?!!!!




with zealous penchant for anything n everything dat moves n doesn't
plus extreme weirdness foot fetish
schooo cute!!!



coreng
~boboy's partner-in-crime~



the wet-ear-kittens-->prey of da two vicious predators

arghhhhh!!!

it's July alreadi
*sighhhhhhhh*
time flies
holiday almost over
still hvn't pack or shop or take care of wat eva it is have to take care of
*arghhhhhh*
most importantly, so hard to get switch off da bermls-mlsan mode
n turn the gear on studying n living independently
-doing own cooking, laundry, cleaning-
*wuwuwuwuwu*
x mau, x nak, x se, x mboh, dun want, nehii, mooo-la
i dun wan my holiday to b over!
can ah?!
pls....

last nite

i nvr thought dat the stress of packing gets to me
or how panicky i'll became 'bout gettin' ready for a trip
but last nite i had this dream
where me n those who suppose to go wit me were at the airport
checking-in n stuffs
then i bump into my former lecturer
rajesh sharma with his drunken laughs
my beloved tutor, nilesh n sum lect i don't recognize
why oh why ?
dlm byk2 org, mereka gak yg muncul dlm mimpiku?
huhuhuhuhu
but the worst part was dat i forgot to pack my books
arghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
of all things, books jugak yg tertinggal?
i know i left out sumthing when packing
so, the lessons to be learn...
1. dat packing list i keep putting off is a definite must! sila la buat list tu yer cik dalilah
2. check n double check n triple check wat to bring, nvr ming-lah if dat's gonna make me an OCD person. a lil obsessive is good if it meant nothing is left behind
3. keep in mind dat i'm leaving to further study not just joli-ing, so dat i won't forget my books
4. wash da feet before going to sleep says da elderly...

desperately hot!

hoho..i look alike eva longoria?
seriesly?
seriesly? hehe
so desperately smoking hottttttttt!!!!!!
*wahahahaha...x de keje sgt la nih*

mindless ramblings

I fear the monster in the closet
So I hid under my comforter

I fear nightmares that haunt my sleep
So I don’t let my eyes rest at night

I fear people tramping on my mangled heart
So I hold bastion around it

I fear the unfamiliar and uncharted territory
So I stay where it’s warm and comforting

I fear of falling
So I denied courage to jump

I fear being a walking mistake
So I stood waiting at the diverged path

I fear truth
So I lie

I fear or delusional dreams and high hopes
So I stop breathing

direnjis renjis dipilis

tersebutla al-kisah pada 1 june yg lalu
dgn sekali lafaz saje
maka selamatla sahabat ku yg sorg ini bergelar
mrs nasran



alhamdulillah...



mula2 acara akad nikah pakai baju putih



pastu bersanding bak raja pakai baju kuning lak



last skali nk jugak kaler fav dia, pink
cikgu mail n ustazah jamilah pon dtg all da way from dungun
sungguh bagus yang amat sangat!



from na wit luv



from nas wit luv

selamat pengantin baru
semoga kekal bahagia, aman rukun hidup bersama selamanyer
*ecehcehcehceh*

proud day

finally!



after 5 semesters of 'membanting tulang 4 kerat, memerah keringat'
*chewahhh*
a certificate of completion of Phase I, MBBS



proud dat i made 'em proud..thx a lot for all da support esp financial hehe



me n munie all decked in our finest courtesy of pu3!



hausmet minus pu3...wish u r ere mate!missin' u lots n lots







couldn't have done it without u guys (including all those not in pics n not attending also)
M204 rox!



aku juga merinduimu n da sucking life in bj
thanks nana for being there for me thru thick n thin
luv ya!



tribute to my best fren whose there for the last couple of years
thanks ice
words can't say how thankful i am to have you as fren

as said, all good things must come to an end..and all that's well, ends wells...and guys, lets make this ending a new beginning to a wonderful adventure in life n a lasting frenship at dat too